So... Yesterday I made a decision.
I know it's sudden, but I really just feel like giving up. Especially after the disappointment, I really feel that I should give it all up. When there's insecurity, there's bound to be jealousy. I know you ain't mine; but I just can't help but feel jealous and disappointed yesterday.
For once, I was hoping that I wouldn't meet you in school today. For once, I was trying to avoid you and any eye contacts possible. But then, I just had to see you the moment I reach school. I hate the fact that I can't see you when I want to, but I will always see you when I don't wish to. Damn. How I hate God for playing such tricks on me.
I had enough of heartaches, I don't wish to carry on anymore.
I hate one-sided love.
It sucks ttm.
Seriously.
Inferior complex maybe.
